Four months ago, my first dog past away before my eyes. She was 13 years old and rather big dog...she lived a good life. it was during the second week of school which I skipped that day because I wanted to be there with her. I petted her for the last time but just barely...she wasn't there..she was just a shell that was dieing. It pained me greatly though never thought this much. Still have..a hard time..talking about this...

SHe was a great...great dog. She protected me and...god I can't do this..